I really am trash

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For those who don't want to hear my rant turn back. Now.

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Wow. I really like this wave of fucking sadness that just overwhelmed me and now I feeling fucking awful. All the problems I kept in my head are leaking out and showing nothing but “words" and "pictures"…I "supposedly" locked them away 2 years ago when I was about to go into depression, I’ve been fighting these bad images for a while now but now they finally broke out and want to show their ugly face.

I want to move out on my own and get away from this pain but there are so many fucking THINGS HOLDING ME BACK…that I just can’t. But there’s also another problem…yes I want to live by myself…but not forever. I only have 1 real life friend now because the rest are not true friends and can just go to hell. If I lose this friend then that’s it. My family can be nice but it’s so stressful now at the house. I hear my mom say "I do nothing.", when I do most of the things around the house. My mom is not the only problem I got 2 other asses that live in this house but I don’t want to talk about them. I mean don’t get it wrong I LOVE my family with all my heart but things really need to calm down like it use to be back then. I want things to go back on the right track but it never will with the shit we have to put up with.

I’m fucking tired of this shit, I’m tired of being used, and I’m tired of feeling alone. I’m always being picked up and thrown away like trash…did I just call myself trash? Oh wait I did cause I really am trash.


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awh nak , you are not TRASH >C your an amazing person . i know how yo feel with the whole family thing about how you do nothing but you do the most . it suks >C and its hard to handle when you try the most but dont get anny gratitude for it at all .and depressions another thing its nothing good all that comes withit is pain and horrible emotions . it feels like liveing hell in your whole body . if i was your realife friend i would huggel you to death alll the fooing time ;w;. its hard to stay strong at times but we all gotta pull through ;0; nak bby im here or you im always on :'0 just note me or on skype anytime ill reply asap ;w;  i love you nak ;0; :iconglompplz: