xNakkersx

By the title yeah thats pretty much it really but also an update. 

Still trying to be active on here again, considering possibly posting some of my art on twitter and other places but I'm still iffy, still trying to go somewhere with my art but I gotta get out of this crappy art block. Trying to do a lot of exercise and relaxing outdoors or on my bed watching anime or cartoons. Just to try and get in a positive mood and be inspired.

Have more free time since I'm unfortunately not working as much as I usually am. So I'm trying to use this time to get better and get out of this damn hell thats going on with me.

Im back binches :3c


Expect some artwork coming this week, working on some character busts and a fan project.

Hey, Im not dead I've just been practicing on my art so I can be better at it. Reason why I haven't posted any art is because most of the art i've drawn lately is just sketches from a certain anime/manga *COUGH* TOKYO GHOUL *COUGH* fandom and I really don't want to spam this page with dirty sketches and other stuff related. 

I recently took a long break from it after my drawing spree to just relax tried too at least. I kind of forced myself to get back to drawing for a few reasons, one is mostly about money. I'm trying to get better at my art so I can open up commissions because right now my work is not very busy during the summer and I quit my first job at the country club. So I barley work and I can't get unemployment because they love to screw me each year. So now I'm struggling to keep money and it sucks but it is what it is. 

Another reason is because I want to push my ideas out there, I want to get better at humans, animals so that I can start maybe doing stories with my characters in the future. I still don't feel like i'm ready for it but eventually I will and maybe one day I can push my stories out there for people to read and I pray enjoy my stories.

Also because I'm a lazy fuck and just need to DRAW

when you go on and your core membership is over. 

Hello! Its been a while hasn't it? Sorry about the disappearance, I've mostly moved on Tumblr and have just been going through a lot of shit both good and bad.
Lets start with the good stuff~
I have gotten myself a new job that pays way more than my first job at the country club. I feel way happier down at my new job than I do at my old job. 
I'm hoping to be leaving my old job at the country club due to many many reasons. :/
I'm less stressed then I used too be last year.
I've moved on from Skype and moved on to Discord.

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And thats pretty much it for the good stuff. Now onto the bad shit...now the reasons why I haven't been active on here is because:
Been dealing with depression 
Art Block
My old job is a fucking shit hole
Even with my new job I still have money troubles :c
Art block
People
Oh and more art block. 

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Hopefully after today I will start getting back in the groove of drawing I'll try to be as active as possible on here considering I'm starting to dislike being on here for reasons I'll be quiet about. I need to balance my schedule or my attitude to get back into the passion of drawing and wanting to go further in life, to make my stories and maybe one day bring them out for the world to see.
But as for now I'm gonna try to post some doodles on here, tumblr, and pixiv while I work on ref sheets for all my characters. Wish my luck on that
And as for my dull page now?
All that fancy stuff will come back one day. 

Hope you all enjoy my art <3